This isn’t what was initially
planned as the write up. But it is a burden right now. After Jesus had risen from the dead, within the 40 days of His
appearing and teaching, Peter decides to go fishing. Simon Peter said to them, "I am going
fishing." They said to him, "We will go with you." Jn
21:3(ESV). Could it be there was no food at the moment? So he wanted to do the
honourable thing to provide? Was it that since Jesus had died it was all over? “Let’s get back to ordinary living”? We
are not told (does it really matter?) but as happens with Peter some go along
with him. It was fishing he left to follow Jesus; now he is going back to it. Immediately they left their nets and followed him. Mt 4:20(ESV).
Beloved what will make you go back to what you left to follow Jesus?
Hunger, disillusionment, or protracted recurring unanswered prayers? Jesus
handled Peter and the erring apostles with great tact and gentleness. Not with
harshness but great love. I am fully convinced it is God’s pattern for handling
similarly affected saints. Jesus said to
them, "Children, do you have any fish?" They answered him,
"No." He said to them, "Cast the net on the right side of the
boat, and you will find some." So they cast it, and now they were not able
to haul it in, because of the quantity of fish. When they got out on land, they
saw a charcoal fire in place, with fish laid out on it, and bread Jn 21:5, 6, 9(ESV). Jesus repeats the miraculous great catch of fish with extras: the net
doesn’t break this time, and breakfast is already waiting (Have you noticed how
God gives sufficient food to erring men of God and then rebukes and redirects
them? Remember Elijah?). It is after the meal that Jesus asks Peter questions. "Simon, son of John, do you love me more than
these?" Jn 21:15(ESV). More than these: more than what? The Greek word is applicable to
persons or things. "Simon
son of John, do you love me more than these others do?"(GNB) I see Jesus in this
also asking Peter if he loved Jesus more than fishing and fish. More than
profit, more than abundance of food, “food security”. Put your name there and
hear the question directed to you by the Lord. “.... lovest thou me more than these?”
Is this not why we compromise, why I turn my back on age long
teachings and callings? Is not this the root of struggles? Yet I see Jesus
quietly saying “I give you this and even more”. Think of the patriarch Abraham.
God came to him and offers him Himself. Fear not, Abram: I am thy shield, and thy exceeding great reward Gen
15:1(ASV) And Abraham’s response? And Abram said, O Lord Jehovah, what wilt thou give
me, seeing I go childless Gen 15:2(ASV) Well we know God
did give Abraham that child by Sarah, but we also see God asking Abraham “Do
you love Me more than these?” in asking years after for the sacrifice of the
same Isaac. "Take
your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love, and go to the land of Moriah, and
offer him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains of which I shall
tell you." Gen 22:2(ESV). We know Abraham’s answer. I know God is listening to your heart for
your own answer.